the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Friday, March 07, 2008
rant number ilostcount.
rant number ilostcount.just what on earth is happening nowadays? people seem to be extremely annoying, of late - they suffer from every annoying thing from memory loss to pretentious hearing loss. like srsly, is it my fault that i got banned from bringing juice for rs to school by someone who claims that the juice will spoil when i get back from school, only to promptly forget they ever said it the minute i tell them about today's fiasco? i'm really sure you didn't say it, man. it's just that because i cldn't bring juice for rs, there wasn't anything to titrate today and somehow people that i tell them 'there is no titration today; rs is a free block' don't appear to listen and run off to the teacher anyway [or at least give him the wrong message, dammit.] so it looks like we ponned rs when we didn't urghhhh. really, thanks alot. and now we have to stay back tmr for makeup rs when srsly there wasn't anything either of us could have done it's not like it was our fault *rolls eyes* i don't want to care already even the ecamp 'urgent -coughcough- meeting' is a more welcome prospect than that so whatever! i'll go for the meeting, and i can help to give out tribune issues between that and ttime prac, before i die of a ruptured artery getting pissed off at people while going for said horrible thing. then back home i complain about abovementioned very messy business and really, it all stems from the fact that i got banned from bringing juice [i quote paranoia about juice spoiling when i get home at 6.30] and suddenly it seems like i've been imagining someone telling me that i couldn't bring my juice! gosh, do you have selective memory too? and no i am not putting words into your mouth, really. i am so tempted to record all our conversations just so i don't get blamed wrongly for things that really were said but weren't recalled. you asked why can't i solve all my problems without blaming someone else for it. [dammit, it was really partly your fault, at least!] well i can. it's just that on days like these, i'm thinking of solving them once and for all, hedda gabler style. someone please send me to the shrink. God, please show me the way out of this mess. thank You. 12:41 am
Friday, March 07, 2008
rant number ilostcount. rant number ilostcount.just what on earth is happening nowadays? people seem to be extremely annoying, of late - they suffer from every annoying thing from memory loss to pretentious hearing loss. like srsly, is it my fault that i got banned from bringing juice for rs to school by someone who claims that the juice will spoil when i get back from school, only to promptly forget they ever said it the minute i tell them about today's fiasco? i'm really sure you didn't say it, man. it's just that because i cldn't bring juice for rs, there wasn't anything to titrate today and somehow people that i tell them 'there is no titration today; rs is a free block' don't appear to listen and run off to the teacher anyway [or at least give him the wrong message, dammit.] so it looks like we ponned rs when we didn't urghhhh. really, thanks alot. and now we have to stay back tmr for makeup rs when srsly there wasn't anything either of us could have done it's not like it was our fault *rolls eyes* i don't want to care already even the ecamp 'urgent -coughcough- meeting' is a more welcome prospect than that so whatever! i'll go for the meeting, and i can help to give out tribune issues between that and ttime prac, before i die of a ruptured artery getting pissed off at people while going for said horrible thing. then back home i complain about abovementioned very messy business and really, it all stems from the fact that i got banned from bringing juice [i quote paranoia about juice spoiling when i get home at 6.30] and suddenly it seems like i've been imagining someone telling me that i couldn't bring my juice! gosh, do you have selective memory too? and no i am not putting words into your mouth, really. i am so tempted to record all our conversations just so i don't get blamed wrongly for things that really were said but weren't recalled. you asked why can't i solve all my problems without blaming someone else for it. [dammit, it was really partly your fault, at least!] well i can. it's just that on days like these, i'm thinking of solving them once and for all, hedda gabler style. someone please send me to the shrink. God, please show me the way out of this mess. thank You.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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